Quilting Process: Behold My Beauty and Weep

I just finished a quilt and figured I might as well blog about the process I went through to create it. Please feel free to reach out with any questions!

I belong to the Brooklyn Quilters Guild and ever since the COVID pandemic, we’ve been holding small outdoor quilt shows where we hang our quilts on the rod-iron fence that surrounds the block where we have our monthly meetings. Check out our YouTube channel to see videos of our past fence shows!

We will be having our next fence show sometime in the early fall of 2024, and the theme is The Stories We Tell: Folktales, Fantasy & Folly. I was very excited when I heard the theme because I am a huge fantasy/sci-fi fan. I immediately started thinking of whole-cloth quilt ideas with images of dragons and other mythical creatures floating in my mind. However, my drawing skills are still fairly rudimentary, and I quickly realized my ability to free-motion quilt a dragon isn’t quite there yet. So then I thought about a quilt I made in 2023 for a different guild challenge which is pictured below. The idea behind that quilt was a scaled and feathered creature staring out at the viewer.

Green fabric that has been heavily quilted to look like a large eye staring through feathers.

I had also purchased two yards of beautiful raw silk from a quilt show in the fall of 2023. I knew that was the fabric I wanted to use along with some pools of polyester thread that would shine beautifully on the finished quilt. I love free-motion quilting feathers, so I decided to do an online search for images of “feathered dragons.” The images that came up right away were Quetzalcoatl, the Mesoamerican mythological figure that is often referred to as a feathered serpent that flew through the air and provided rain for crops, among many other abilities. Using those images as my starting point, I started sketching out ideas with pen and paper until I was ready to work with my actual fabric.

I pin basted the gorgeous raw silk together with a very high-loft batting and my cotton print backing fabric. Then I took small pieces of all three layers and tested out the different colors of polyester thread that I thought about using to see what colors would work best. I quickly saw that the green and purple threads didn’t stand out enough for the overall design I had in mind. I loved how the warmer colors worked, so I decided the feathers were going to be red, pink, orange, and yellow. And because the raw silk generally looks blue (though sometimes magenta depending on the angle and lighting), I knew I wanted the large eye to contrast so I decided to make a yellow-orange eye with red highlights.

Once I had made those design decisions, I began the actual thread painting and quilting. I used the same general process as I did with my O, beware . . . quilt. I started by thread painting the eye. I layered several different colors of thread on top of each other to create the iris of the eye, which gives depth and plays with the light beautifully, much more so than if I had just used a single thread color. Once the eye was finished, I used silver metallic thread to create the horn (which is not a feature of the typical Quetzalcoatl images you typically see).

I didn’t love the overall look of the horn, but I decided to start working on the feathers and see if that would change how I felt. After I quilted the first couple of feathers, I realized I needed to pick out two sections of the horn and quilt some feathers in front of it while the rest stayed behind it. I hate picking out quilting threads and usually avoid it at all costs, but I knew this would make a huge positive difference. And it turns out I was 100% correct. I was much happier with the overall design of the quilt once I had some feathers quilted on both sides of the horn.

Once the whole thing was quilted, I needed to block my quilt. I set up my ironing board with my full-length wool pressing pad, turned the quilt backside up, drenched a tea towel with water, wrung it out, and then ironed the back of the quilt in sections with the wet towel in between. This is a blocking process I used when I crocheted a sweater several months ago, and it works really well. I then hung the quilt from my photo stand and used rubber covered clamps to stretch the quilt out from the top and bottom corners. In the future, I need to figure out a way to attach clamps on all four sides so that the quilt will dry perfectly flat. But this time I did what I was able to do, and the quilt dried pretty flat.

The quilt needed to finish at 36″ x 36″, but I intentionally created a larger piece because such dense thread painting and free-motion quilting will shrink the overall quilt size quite a bit. I still ended up having to cut off about two inches of fabric from both sides when I squared it all off, but I think that tightened up the overall composition of the piece which was nice.

And then I made a totally rookie mistake with the binding. I was halfway around the quilt when I realized I had started machine sewing the binding on the back of the quilt rather than the front. Normally, I like to machine sew the binding to the front of the quilt and then hand sew the rest of the binding to the back of the quilt. Since I was already halfway around, I decided I was going to use this mistake as an opportunity to practice my machine binding. So I went ahead and sewed the entire binding with my machine. And wouldn’t you know it, the more often you practice something, the better you get! My machine binding is starting to look pretty good these days. And it sure saved me TONS of time! So that’s the whole process for how this quilt came into existence. Reach out with any questions and thanks so much for going on this journey with me.

Behold My Beauty and Weep

This 36″ x 36″ quilt was made for the 2024 Brooklyn Quilters Guild fence show, which is entitled THE STORIES WE TELL: Folktales, Fantasy & Folly. I knew I wanted to do something similar to my O, Beware… quilt with some kind of creature staring out through scales or feathers, etc. While looking for images of feathered dragons, I became intrigued with illustrations of Quetzalcoatl from Mesoamerican mythology. I used that as my inspiration, but I did not try to make any sort of authentic representation, as can be seen most blatantly by my addition of a horn.

The fabric is raw silk that changes from deep blue to magenta depending on the viewing angle and how the light hits it. Almost all of the thread is polyester except for the horn, which is a silver metallic, and the whites of the eye, which is cotton.

My Existence Is Not Political

This 64″ x 44″ quilt is one of a series of three quilts I’m creating in response to the anti LGBTQ+ legislation happening in the country. As of the creation of this quilt in April 2022, Florida and Texas have enacted laws that will harm LGBTQ+ youth. Politicians in other states are trying to follow suit. California and Colorado currently have the most protections for LGBTQ+ youth in the country. They are represented by the two right side up light gray triangles in the field of “stars” in the upper left-hand corner of the quilt.

I am not a very outspoken person by nature and creating these quilts is not nearly as helpful as the amazing folks doing the brutal work of fighting back against this legalized bigotry, but this is a very minimal way I can contribute.

I’m appropriating the upside down pink triangle motif that homosexuals were required to wear in Nazi Germany. In the early 1980s, Avram Finkelstein, Charles Kreloff, Jorge Socarrás, Brian Howard and Chris Lione, and Oliver Johnston created the Silence=Death poster, turning the triangle right side up and changing the color to a hot pink/fuchsia. They wanted to change the symbol from one of victimization to one of empowerment. And their poster has become an instantly recognizable call to action in the LGBTQ+ community. However, I’ve flipped the triangle back to its original orientation as a stark reminder that history repeats itself.

The actual quilting consists of the following statement.

People are going to label this project as a series of political quilts, but I want to reiterate that no one’s sexual identity or gender identity is a political act. Our existence has absolutely nothing to do with politics. It is simply who we are, just as your sexual and gender identities are who you are. Just because you might have trouble understanding it doesn’t mean we are not deserving of the same right to life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness as everyone else. But since our society seems to be insisting on making identity something that can be legislated, I feel compelled to speak out against the dangerous path our country is heading down. As of the creation of this quilt series, seven states have laws protecting LGBTQ+ youth. Seven states have no protections whatsoever. Two states have passed laws that actively endanger LGBTQ+ youth. The resulting physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual harm that will result from this hateful legislation will be the fault of the legislators who voted to pass these laws, the constituents who voted these legislators into office, and all who did not speak out in defense of the children who will be harmed. And they will be harmed. When these children are abused and bullied for being their bright and beautiful selves, where are they supposed to go to seek help now? How can anyone supporting these abhorrent laws possibly believe they will be on the right side of history?

O! beware…

“O! beware, my lord, of jealousy;
It is the green-ey’d monster, which doth mock
The meat it feeds on.” –
Othello, Act III, scene 3, William Shakespeare

This 36″ x 36″ quilt was created as part of the “Going Green” Presidents’ Challenge for the 2023 Brooklyn Quilts! show. The only parameters of the challenge were that each quilt measure 36″ x 36″ and feature the color green. I decided to take my inspiration from Iago’s quote about jealousy being a green-eyed monster.

In this era of social media, I am constantly struggling with the balance of finding inspiration from my fellow creators with being insanely jealous of their various successes. I wanted my embodiment of envy to be both beautiful and slightly scary. We’re often drawn by others’ charisma, but our attraction can go to a dark place so easily.

I used a single piece of Cherrywood fabric and a high loft batting that were quilted together with various colors of polyester threads. I used the thread painting technique to create the monster’s eyeball and then free-motion quilted the rest.

Scarcity

This approximately 36″ x 36″ quilt was created for the Brooklyn Quilters Guild Earth Day fence quilt show. I used improv piecing to create a feeling of water gradually disappearing into nothingness. I then used free-motion quilting to outline the word “water” which is only slightly visible, symbolizing how this essential resource is disappearing around the world due to climate change and human-caused disruption.

According to the United Nations, one-sixth of the world’s population currently lives in areas of water scarcity, including parts of the United States. These numbers will only increase as climate change continues to affect the global environment. Though New Yorkers live in a seemingly water-rich area, it is important to be aware of our own water usage as part of our overall conservation procedures. Clean water is a universal human right.

Community Garden

This 53″ x 46″ quilt was made for the 2023 Brooklyn Quilts! show put on by the Brooklyn Quilters Guild. It was completed in February 2023. It is mostly machine pieced with hand-appliqued triangles sewn on the borders. The middle panel is quilted with roses and the borders are quilted with leaves. The binding is a rainbow patchwork made with the same fabrics as the triangles.

Over the last year and a half, I’ve been very distressed by the growing amount of anti-LGBTQ+ rhetoric I’ve been hearing from American politicians. As a result, I’ve been working on a separate series of quilts that very explicitly express my feelings. When I began thinking of a new quilt for the upcoming BQG quilt show, I did not start out with the idea of continuing that series. However, as it all began coming together, I realized I had created another quilt that expresses a new facet of my feelings about our society, albeit a little more implicitly than my previous three quilts. The triangle and rainbow motifs are a somewhat obvious connection to the LGBTQ+ community. But taking a step back, I began to see some unintended symbolism of small beautiful color groups then joining together with neighboring groups to form a much larger, even more beautiful community. The idea being that it is perfectly normal and even healthy for people to belong to communities in which they feel safe and comfortable as long as they accept that their community is not the only or most important community that exists and that the world is so much more interesting when it is not homogenous.

Once I started putting the quilt together, I began picturing the rose garden at the Brooklyn Botanic Garden, and decided to use matching thread to quilt roses over the middle panel of triangles. You can see the quilting motif more easily on the back of the quilt which is pictured below. Welcome to my Community Garden.

I Will Not Be Silent

This triangular quilt is 53.5″ across the top and 47″ down the middle. This is the second of three quilts I have created in response to the anti LGBTQ+ legislation happening in the United States. Not only have laws actually been passed in some states that make non-heterosexuality something wrong to acknowledge or speak about in public, there are laws in many other states that are hoping to do the same or go to even further extremes when it comes to relegating non-heterosexuals into a category of subhuman in this country. The conservative Supreme Court recently struck down Roe v. Wade, which means women’s reproductive rights have taken a huge hit. And many believe the right to same-sex marriage will be next on SCOTUS’s list.

The design of this quilt was inspired by the Silence=Death graphic created in the 1980s to bring awareness to the AIDS crisis. The creators were inspired by the pink triangles the Nazis forced homosexuals to wear during the Holocaust, but the designers inverted the triangle as a way of symbolizing empowerment instead of victimization. I have chosen to turn the triangle back to its original orientation, not to necessarily symbolize victimization, but to indicate my fear that current political actions and rhetoric are creating an atmosphere of grave danger for our community.

The piecing method was inspired by Chawne Kimber, a brilliant quiltmaker and artist who has created several quilts that have pieced words to make a statement. The quilting itself is made up of my thoughts concerning these troubling times. This idea was inspired by Faith Ringgold, who has created several art quilts where she writes her thoughts, feelings, and stories on the actual quilt. I have also been greatly influenced by Sylvia Hernandez and her prolific collection of powerful statement quilts.

The message of the quilting is as follows.

My existence is not a political statement. Stop treating my sexuality like it is debatable. Non-heterosexuals have existed since the beginning of humanity in all cultures and geographies. The only people who fear those who are not heterosexual are people who fear their own inner truth. Growing up in a society where being LGBTQ+ is still cause for stigma and possibly even death, it is infuriating that our governments are making it even more dangerous for people to accept who they are. This quilt was inspired by the Silence=Death graphic created to bring vital attention to the AIDS crisis in the 1980s. Today, I would never tell someone afraid of coming out that silence equals death because speaking up may actually cause their death at the hands of those in their community or family. But I can speak up. And if you feel safe doing so, please, use whatever method you can to speak up, too. Hold our lawmakers accountable for ALL of the lives they have sworn to protect. Let love conquer fear.

BMQ YouTube Series – Ep. 31: Virtual Trunk Show #19

You may have noticed the previous post is a much longer video about this same quilt. That video takes you through the process of making this quilt from beginning to end. But I wanted to provide a virtual trunk show version for those of you who don’t want to sit through a 40-minute video. You’re welcome! 😁 This quilt is called Patchwork Memories and was created for the Brooklyn Quilters Guild’s fourth outdoor fence show called Recycle Reuse Reimagine. Although the design of this quilt is very simple, it’s a bit more complicated than it seems. Watch the video to find out why!

BMQ YouTube Series – Ep. 30: Patchwork Memories

This quilt is called Patchwork Memories and was created for the Brooklyn Quilters Guild’s fourth outdoor fence show called Recycle Reuse Reimagine. This video takes you through the entire process of making this quilt, from initial idea to hand sewing the binding. Watch the video to find out why this quilt is very special to me!

BMQ YouTube Series – Ep. 29: Virtual Trunk Show #18

I call this set of three quilts Jane’s Feathered Friends. My mom commissioned this quilt to hang over my parents’ bed. I designed a set of three panels with appliquéed birds, branches, and leaves. Hopefully the viewer gets the feeling of looking out three narrow windows over the bed to see a tree full of happy singing birds. Watch the video to find out more about this quilt.